sadsmile
these are the solo recordings I have been working on since 2001



The Machine That Broke My Heart
(2004)
mother country
how many times will you bore me into this?
constant coldhearted
in me
in this hole (cat power cover)
queer bait
the machine that broke my heart
your only hurting yourself


Baby Drums and Chalmette Water
(2003)
sequel
what the hell is a cthulu?
bitten nipple
broken sponge
choctok
echoes (pink floyd cover)
honesty is for the unimaginative, who cannot come up with an interesting lie
sand and salt
the boy who was as dirty as bloody shit
cathode ray
waking up in someone else’s piss
the giant becomes aware of brilliant metal in his left foot
she used the inside of a giant’s mouth as a speaker
there was no more control



...the Mere Show
(2002-2003)
anxious gag rag
alone with curled up up silverfish
a number that lies
the tips of my fingers hurt so much lately
the quick realization into the fact of disapproval and loss of control
how long will that burn?
lube the fence
pathetic drool freeze dried and saved for sauce
scared to die: the cornered compromise
things easily haunt me; things that should not
we will never fix this
i don’t know these terms
i’m sorry “i believe in all the things you see”



SadSmile
(2000)
june

rusted lunch
meat
sadsmile
frank’s hand
get off the floor
anthrax spill
like children and meat

Misc. improvisations and covers
a fucking wreck that always creates catharsis
baby bitch
(ween cover)
gg’s banana
house of pain (faster pussycat cover)
it always turns into a fagabeefy cover song about bald balls
nails in every rib
organ improv 1: wishing with numbers and dead co-pilots
organ improv 2: the bemused satirist
organ improv 5: don’t get dirt in your fold
organ improv 9: a twisted known
organ improv 12: dead pilot inside a revolutionary robot—the pilot simply starved to death   
organ improv 18: the incredulous sound of gathering birds’ eyes
ruffling feathers
strings break the skin i wish i had
this is when i realize
“…to satiate mankind’s intrinsic desire to plumb the depths of terror”